Note.

Everyone who talks to me gets extremely clingy when they speak to me.

Even the men I go out on dates with. They are extremely clingy and they keep forcing.

They say I love you and force themselves in my life.

Honestly, I don’t feel or see the love. They are just meaningless words.

Also, I was just keeping things casual because I was in love with Ginny.

Even when I go regularly to a pub/cafe my intention is just to read or spend time alone.

When someone talks to me, I casually talk to them. But I have no intentions of making friends.

But they get extremely clingy.

The waitress in Social continuously misbehaved with me and I avoided her.

But she was under the delusion I was going to social to talk to her and kept clinging to me.

(I already told you what happened)

She would come running and stick her body to mine like a leech.

She used to feel my lower back as well.

She would keep sticking to me and forcing a hug.

She wasn’t even a friend.

I was fucking assaulted by her again and again.

Atleast I hugged people who were my close friends and family. Also, my dates.

I was doing that because I was extremely suicidal.

I stopped it once I realised I was being misunderstood.

But this person in Social was a complete stranger and she kept sticking like a leech. I’m not sure why nothing is done about it.

But when I do something innocently I’m scrutinized.

Even with winnie. I had nothing against her and I really liked her.

But I was not in a state of mind to make friends or listen to her problems. She was forcing me.

I had no animosity towards her.

Just because I sit alone in a cafe/pub and go there regularly doesn’t mean I’m looking to make friends.

I casually talk to everyone and I’m always kind.

But I will always be minding my own business and listening to music and reading my book.

Also, I’m mature enough to understand who I want in my life and who I don’t based on the experience I have with that person.

I’m a grown up adult.

I don’t need to give an explanation each time.

I explained everything even though I don’t owe an explanation.

What happened few days ago was madness and atrocious.

Please learn to be mature.