Unfortunately, I’ve never had friends in my life.
I’ve been lucky to find friendship when I was in love. I’m lucky for the memories and I’ve made my peace with it.
I’ve just had people who were extremely condescending, disrespectful and who treated me like a doormat in the name of friendship.
I do not miss them or care for them anymore.
There were also people who tried to force themselves in my life when I was not looking for friendship and kept clinging to me.
They didn’t respect my space and boundaries, so I do not call them friends either.