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I’m not sure why people call me a cat for something I did 15 years ago?

Also, I explained everything.

Everyone knows I always speak the truth, if people wanted to know something they can ask me.

I’m not sure why I’m being tortured?

I get fed up too.

I’m not sure why people choose to be blindsided about my pain.

When I stand up for myself, people hurt me for standing up for myself when I’m already suffering.

That’s why I made that list. Because I want convention and respect.

Respect is not calling me “ma’am”.

Respect is something that people show to a human being.

If the things that happened to me would have happened to someone else, a lot of people would be in trouble.

But with me, it is pushed aside and people take the side of the person who hurt me.

No one shows me any empathy.

It’s because of all this that I made this decision.

Also, I know I’m really different and I’m aware of all my flaws. I want Ginny to choose me on her own free will, if it’s not too late.

Please don’t force her like how people have been forcing me. Please don’t do that.

Also, if anyone whom I stopped speaking with is interested in being friends, they can reach out because I haven’t blocked anyone.

But as I said, I do want my friends to gaslight me. This is the basic rule.

The only person I’m okay with hurting me is Ginny. I have unconditional love only for her.

I’ve stopped loving everyone else unconditionally because I have to protect my peace.

I know a lot of things now because I’ve learnt it.