I was continuously silenced by people.
During childhood I was silenced and got lost in my world and started speaking to God.
After I started speaking to people, I already spoke about everything that happened.
I was silenced after that and made to question my reality.
Whenever I tried speaking about the sexual assaults, I was silenced.
Whenever I tried opening up about the rape, I was silenced.
Whenever I tried talking about Lucius betraying me, I was silenced.
In the end, I stopped talking about my trauma completely.
The world made me the way I am now.
I never talk about my trauma and always keep things light.
I talk about trees, nature, movies, books.
Sadly, people thought I was talking in double meaning whenever I did that because of their guilt of doing it to me. This bullshit was started by Voldemort.
I was always innocent but people around me weren’t.
Whatever I did was innocently, but people around me didn’t.
A lot of people fucked up.
I’ve already spoken about everything and taken accountability for my mistakes.
Accept your fuck ups man, instead of turning things on me and scrutinizing me.
rachana rajan <3 