Note.

Dhruv was a pervert boy who kept ogling at my body.

I kept forgiving him and loved him as my friend because I was desperate for a friend last year.

I was desperate to numb my pain with company and hugs.

I dated a lot casually as well, but I was never present with them mentally.

I was so desperate for a hug because I was suicidal.

After Ginny fell in love with me everything became better.

I tried falling in love, I genuinely tried. But it didn’t happen.

I don’t think it’ll happen again.

I’m okay with that.

I’m honestly so fed up.