Note.

I have never wanted this amount of success and I don’t want to be anyone’s God as well.

All this is too much to take, tbh.

After I realised what was happening and after thinking it through, I made that list of what I want. That’s it.

I also know it’s not too much to ask. Because I do see everything online and I know my words are valuable.

I just didn’t realise it until recently.

I was actually sleeping and thinking about Ginny this entire time.

I actually get really bad headaches sometimes when I see all these things. But I know how to feel better.

I’m sorry, I’m not really sure what exactly people want from me?

There is so much going on always.

I just want to be left alone, I get fed up too.

I don’t even have two minutes to think about what happened with Ginny and process it.

I’m know I’m good at overcoming things but that doesn’t mean people can throw shit at me right?

Also, I’m sorry to say this but people don’t know how to behave around me.

So I don’t really get close to anyone that easily.

That’s why I’m not really looking to make friends right now.

I do consider everyone in my community as my friends and love them from a distance.

I like the love I get too from a distance too.

I have too many problems. I can’t handle this amount of success.

This is the most I can do.

I was going to die so many times this last month.

I’m sorry please understand me.

I’m speaking the truth.

If I had Renesmee’s powers I could have proved it to you.

I’m like so fed up.