Note.

People know me from my blogs, YouTube and reality show or whatever it is, I’m not entirely sure.

They might like me because of it.

They should understand that they know me, yes.

But to me they are a complete stranger.

I talk to them casually and they might feel a connection because they already know me.

But it’s not the same for me.

Calling me home and expecting me to accept them in my close circle after just speaking casually, doesn’t make sense to me.

Also, I talk to a lot of people casually. It’s not humanly possible to accept everyone in my close circle right?

On top of that, I have problems and I’m not like everyone else.

So many people talk to Taylor Swift, like so many.

She talks to everyone casually but no one will expect her to give them the place Blake Lively and Travis has in her life, right?

They respect her decisions, space, boundaries and choices.

It’s not hard for people to understand this.

But why is it so hard for people to understand the same when it comes to me?

People find it easy to control my life and hurt me based on the manipulations and lies of others.

Because people don’t respect me. This is the truth.

No matter how much I prove myself. People still don’t respect me.

They have become so comfortable using and exploiting me.

Whatever happened to me was wrong but instead of making things right, people were continuously hurting me and sexually assaulting me like monsters.

They even fucking wanted me dead.

I have never backstabbed anyone. I was speaking the truth about my experiences.

After all this, how can people possibly expect me to create content?

Until I’m treated right, I’m sorry but I’m not interested to save the world.