rachana rajan <3

I’ve already said everything and proved myself.

I don’t know what people in the past must have said about me because no one really tells me anything.

I’ve spoken about all the manipulations that people did as far as I’ve understood.

I’ve accepted all my mistakes as well.

There’s nothing else left for me to say.

I do understand that people might doubt me because I’m hugely successful. And everything is going to be judged.

People might be doubting me because I’m still alive after all this and I’m a good person.

I’m actually good at certain things which I learnt over time, hence I’m still alive.

I refuse to share all my strengths because I feel it can be used against me.

That’s the pattern I’ve seen so far.

I’m a good person because I genuinely am.

I always have a lot of love in me but it is slowly reducing because of whatever is happening around me.

I’m starting to dislike certain people and there are certain other things as well which I haven’t experienced before like bitterness because I’m able to understand things now.

I’m sorry but there are certain people I dislike because of what they did to me. No matter how much I make up my mind to talk to them, I’m unable to do it.

That’s why I’m unable to fall into the pressure of the world.

Some people whom I met are extremely shitty.

They might not have the courage to accept their mistakes in front of the world but I know them well, so I don’t want to accept them in my life.

People need to trust my decisions and choices.

I’ve forgiven them and I care about them as a human being from a distance, I cannot do more than this.

I request people to stop being so hypocritical and stop expecting me to do something they cannot do themselves.

Everyone who talks to me knows I’m good and things are always good till they see me as a threat.

You need to understand that people are really good at bringing down the people who are successful and at the top.

It is super convenient for them in my case because of my past and all the preconceived notions about me.

I’ve shamelessly spoken about everything and accepted everything because I do not want to leave any room for misunderstandings.

Please don’t believe anything you hear about me, unless I say it.

Also, I’m always direct while speaking. I’ve said this many times.

I’ve done everything in my power and control to clear all the misunderstandings.

Whatever is happening now is not in my control.

I’m sorry but there is no way to prove any further than this.

I’m finally in a good place mentally and I’ve learnt everything. I’m accustomed to this life as well.

I want to live.

Also, my consciousness is always clear. I don’t want to die because of someone else’s fuck ups.