I don’t know why people are continuing to hurt me intentionally.
I think their intention is for me to rekindle things with people I stopped speaking with.
As I have already expressed multiple times, I’m genuinely not interested.
I have forgiven them.
I have care and love for them as a human being. But I cannot do more than this.
There was not even a single good memory with the so called friends.
They were extremely condescending, disrespectful, monstrous and cruel. They stamped on me like a doormat from day one to the very end.
They never had a problem with me when I was doormat, they had a problem only after I changed and started speaking back.
I was extremely broken after what they did for a very long time. It took me a lot of time to do the work and heal and come out of it.
My retaliations are 50% of what they did to me.
With the waitresses and Mr Naidu, there was absolutely no friendship or connection in the picture.
I was continuously mistreated and they were constantly forcing.
Also, after everything that I went through, I don’t even like them.
I can only care and love them from a distance as a part of society and community.
Even if this continues till I die, I’m honestly genuinely not interested and whatever I said remains.
Even if the whole world speaks for them, I am not interested.
I’d rather die than go back to that.
If I’m continuing to stand my ground even after everything that happened to me since last one month, I have strong reasons for it
Please be mature and respect my decisions and choices.
I have said everything.
People are being so hypocritical, they are expecting me to do something they cannot do themselves.