Note.

I was mentally unstable when I met Will, Ginny and my therapist.

I give them important because they cared for me and respected me as a person even then.

Will and Ginny loved me and saw me when others didn’t.

They both have the same quality that I love the most about them, I cannot reveal the quality because it’s personal.

But Will didn’t fight for me. That’s the only reason we fought. Otherwise it was always good between us.

I don’t know if Ginny will fight for me.

They both were my best friends.

My therapist helped me more than what her job description is required to do.

She constantly supported me. I will forever be grateful for that.

And Ginny healed me. The pain in my head and body disappeared after she fell in love with me.

I stopped being desperate for company and hugs.

I became a better person.

I was able to fight because of that. I still do.

But I get scared to be with her.

I have so many problems, I want her to choose me on her own free will, if she is okay with everything I can and cannot do.

I don’t care for people who treated me like shit all my life and are coming back because I proved myself and I’m successful now.

I don’t care much for people who force themselves in my life.

I need to feel it.