Note.

Last year when I genuinely tried to find love and get married.

All these perfect looking men with perfect car and perfect job and perfect bank account and perfect house and fucking perfect teeth were holding my hand and saying they want to marry me.

Also, that they want to grow old with me and all I could think of at that time is how Ginny’s eyes sparkle when she smiles.

I thought to myself I’d rather have a label less relationship with Ginny than marry these perfect men.

That’s when I knew I was fucked for life and I cannot fall in love again.