Note.

When everything is going good at home is when I start getting scared.

Because mother lives for drama and she will go to any extent to create it and make me shout.

After she is successful in triggering me and I shout is when she constantly tries to gain leverage by willowing in drama and crying.

She makes it look extremely convincing.

She doesn’t need an excuse to cry. She is always on ready to cry.

My parents are extremely broken and dysfunctional.