rachana rajan <3

Few months ago I went to crochet class and the teacher was extremely unethical.

I didn’t have any bad breath at the time. I’ve been taking care of myself since last few years after I came out of the trauma.

But the teacher closed her nose intentionally and did other things as well which was extremely unethical like taunting me indirectly.

After that incident, I felt a bit weird and went to the dentist to check.

I didn’t say anything but the dentist started behaving extremely weird and said things like please use mouth wash and for your mental satisfaction I will do scalling and she was smiling the entire time.

The entire experience was a bit off because there was nothing wrong with me.

Later I guess one month ago, I started feeling bit weird in my mouth because I hadn’t done scalling in 2.5 years and there was blood when I brushed.

So I went to the dentist and the dentist said scalling is not required and use mouth wash. When I showed my cavity he gaslighted me saying there is no medical term for it.

Later I called my regular dentist and requested her to do scalling even if it is not required because it has been 2.5 years. After that the bleeding stopped and also I started feeling better in my mouth as well.

She confirmed that I actually do have cavity.

But she didn’t do the scalling tharoughly that time.

So I went again today and she said it is not required and use mouth wash.

I requested her to do it tharoughly even if it is not required.

Because I can clearly sense that something is off.

She did it half and she poked one of my tooth till it hurt and called it sensitivity.

I went back again but the other doctor didn’t do it properly as well.

I don’t really have sensitivity in that tooth, the doctor poked my tooth till it hurt.

I’m not sure what exactly is happening but the entire incident was off and weird.

It felt as though they were making it look like I have bad breath and they were not really doing their job properly as well.

I’m not really sure if the world is watching what is happening.

But a lot of internal manipulations are going on.