Even if I’m shouting at something mother or father said, it is a normal reaction to years and years (lifetime) of abuse, assaults and trauma that they put me through.
Also, there’s so much manipulation behind whatever they are doing.
They are doing it intentionally.
Anyone else in my place would most definitely react the same way.
If someone else would say the same thing, I would handle it better.
But with parents, there is a history and background story to every single thing they do and say.
Also, when I shouted at the pub and hospital, I was pressurized and scrutinized so badly. I was even sexually assaulted multiple times.
So that was normal too.
rachana rajan <3 