rachana rajan <3

There are things like Jesus dying at the age of 33 and other things in the book I’m reading which I suppose is written to trigger me.

I’m really sure how much is meant for me but there were certainly things that were meant for me.

I’m not sure why people are attacking me through books.

I also see things online that’s meant to hurt me.

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The water has been tasting wrong since yesterday and every time I drink it, my throat starts to pain.

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I must have brushed my teeth and used the tongue cleaner with force many years ago because of the constant assaults, but I have not been doing that since last few years.

I do cough a lot when I brush since I got tonsils.

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I’m not entirely sure of this but I feel all this started two years ago because of Dudley. I’m assuming this, I’m not sure.

Because he was extremely jealous of me and my life. He told me himself he was constantly competing with me.

He knew I’m good and he didn’t like that.

I already said everything he did.

I’m not entirely sure of this. But I have a hunch that all this started because of him.

I saw online it started in October. I’m just taking a guess.

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Also, I feel it’s Lucius who started whatever happened 7 years ago.

He was extremely jealous of me and he wanted to destroy me.

He was extremely desperate to push me out of the way because he liked Lockhart.

I already said everything he said.

He knew I’m normal and good. He knew everything because I confided in him.

This is also a hunch.

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