The only reason I’m able to hold on right now is because I feel Ginny is going to come back.
I’m literally so fed up.
I haven’t done anything to deserve this shit.
People did me shit. You should fucking scrutinize them, not me.
Also, I’m not really looking for friends at the moment. When I feel ready and when I find someone I connect with organically, I will eventually make friends.
Right now my plate is full.
Also, I don’t like anyone from my past to go back. I already said why multiple times.
I haven’t backstabbed anyone as well. I was speaking the truth about my experiences.
I have forgiven them and I care about and love them as a human being, I can’t do anything more than this.
Stop hurting and forcing me. Stop fucking being so hypocritical.
rachana rajan <3 