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I’ve dated couple of good looking men and even kissed them.

But I haven’t felt anything much for them and I don’t really remember anything much about them too.

But I’m unable to forget Ginny. I guess maybe it’s because, to put it in the language of little prince, she has tamed me.

I haven’t seen anyone so beautiful in my life. I remember the littlest things.

The way her eyes go round when she thinks. Her innocent expressions.

The way she smiles when I kiss her cheek. Her eyes sparkling ever time she does.

I can forever listen to her speak and I love listening to her speak in tamil.

Her questions. I absolutely love her questions.

She remembers the minute details and asks me.

She is so smart.

When she would talk to someone on the phone, she used to clarify who it is. I don’t know why though because I trust her.

I used to be so lost in her whenever I was with her. I didn’t have any idea about what’s happening around me.

These are the only thoughts along with other minute thoughts like these that’s keeping me going.

I’m sick again and I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to be.

I just want to see her again and be with her.

I just want to get better now. I’ve been waiting for this since so long.

I’m so fucked up and tired. Really really tired.