rachana rajan <3

First and foremost I want to make it clear that I don’t go for looks.

People might assume that based on my obsession about Ginny. Because Ginny is obviously really good looking.

I was crazy in love with Will few years ago, I just didn’t write about it. He is the first person I fell in love with.

He might not be obviously good looking like Ginny but to my eyes he was good.

Now that that’s out of the way.

I would like to clarify that when someone is telling their side of the story, they would either manipulate because the whole world is listening or they say half of what happened because they don’t really have the courage to accept their mistakes when they say it.

Based on this half information and my retaliation, there are always riots on the road.

I have said this time and time again, when you want to know something, you should ask me and clear it.

Because whatever the world is doing is out of context and wrong.

As for the waitress at Social.

I have already spoken about it multiple times but I just remembered few things so I will say it again in detail.

Initially she kept saying hi whenever I went there. I said hi back.

One day, I was just listening to music and looking around when I was there. She smiled and I smiled back.

She came and spoke to me, I was friendly because I’m always sweet to everyone.

I asked her Instagram because I just wanted to see her posts. I don’t follow anyone on Instagram or take it seriously after what happened with Ginny.

I saw her posts and I was going to leave. She followed me and she kept looking at my Instagram waiting and expecting me to follow her.

The thing about me is I don’t like saying no or hurting anyone.

So because of that pressure I caved and followed her.

I hugged her and left.

After I came back I unfollowed because I need to feel a connection to follow someone.

Also, I didn’t think she will notice because at that time I didn’t know I was famous.

I went there couple more times. I waved and casually spoke few times. She casually spoke few times.

I hugged her once more.

It was fine. I was just keeping it casual and I think she was too.

After that it started becoming weird.

Whenever I went there everyone kept waving and they always smile too much and when I ask to take pictures as well they smile in a strange way.

This person asked me a question when I was crying one day. I said I don’t want to speak about it. She consistently asked me again and again and asked if I need a hug.

I said no.

The next time I went there, she kept prying and asking me what happened again and again and again. I said leave it.

It started getting a bit overwhelming after that.

I forgot about everything and went there again. Honestly I don’t even think about her when I go there. I remember her only after she comes and speaks.

It started getting too weird because she would come up to me and say, you came on Tuesday right, my colleague told me, I’m off Tuesday.

I didn’t want to hurt her, so I would just say okay.

But after the first two times, I stopped hugging because it got too weird.

She would try to force hugs but I didn’t hug her.

Then later she harrassed me one day. She spoke about my dark circles and something else as well. I don’t remember but I was really hurt.

I don’t realise things as it happens so I didn’t get it. I asked her number and said do you want to come with me somewhere with my mother out of curtsey.

She said no.

Later things started making sense and I left.

I sent her one picture of Christmas tree.

After that I deleted her number. Because that’s when I realised what exactly happened and her intention behind what she said.

After few weeks she texted and I ignored. I blocked her.

I went there after few months and called her to speak and confronted her.

She turned around the bullshit and started speaking about my reaction instead of accepting her mistakes. I didn’t realise what exactly happened because I’m slow.

I asked her if she has blocked me and said let’s unblock each other and we followed each other on Instagram.

After getting back home, I realised what happened and blocked her again. Also said, I’m not good at talking so I didn’t confront you but you crossed the line.

After that, I forgot about what happened.

I went there again after sometime passed. I forgot about her completely.

She jumped on me from behind. I got scared and I told her I got scared. She looked hurt, I don’t know why.

I went to my table and started reading and she stood next to me.

I felt as though she would have got hurt because I said I got scared. So I did the same thing to her and asked her if she got scared and casually spoke and came to my table and sat.

She came and kept saying things to me, I didn’t want to hurt her so I listened. Honestly I stopped liking her after the last incident but I don’t like hurting people so I don’t say anything.

She said if I want paratha, I said okay.

After it came, it was extremely spicy. I had tonsils at that time and I was suffering eating that. She kept talking about some shit and asking if I liked it, I said it’s spicy and she kept smiling looking at me suffer.

I knew something was off, but I didn’t understand. A child was crying in the next table, I called her and asked her what happened out of concern. I spoke casually and left.

She came running and stuck her body to mine.

She has been doing this consistently after I stopped hugging her. Keeps sticking her body to mine and forcing hugs.

After that I came back home and realised what happened and started hating her. I even told her I hate her.

I blocked her.

After that I complained.

I was speaking the truth. And this is the detailed explanation.