rachana rajan <3

After I moved to this apartment, I was initially very lonely.

So I would randomly start conversations with people at gym with the intention of making friends.

After a while I realised everyone are married here and it started getting a bit weird to be friends.

Because it’s hard to be friends with married people with children because they are always busy and have a lot of responsibility and stuff.

So I tried making friends by posting on mygate.

I started speaking to Jitesh Nair. We spoke few times and he invited me to his bachelor party.

I fainted and while he was getting me home he kept his hand on my bare thigh.

Maybe he didn’t do it intentionally but I started feeling weird about the whole thing and removed myself from the picture.

Also, we hardly spoke so it didn’t really matter.

I started speaking to him again 2 years ago. When we spoke he asked me questions about mastrubation for his book and invited me to his house for a drink when his wife goes to office.

He said he doesn’t necessarily has to tell his wife about everything.

I found that conversation extremely weird and cut him off again.

I tried making friends again.

I spoke to Savita Nair. I already explained how that went.

I spoke to few others as well but it didn’t last.

After a while I gave up on making friends.

Few months ago, Mr Naidu started speaking to me.

I spoke to him 4 times casually.

After I spoke once, he asked me what time I come out for walk.

He would come out at same time and intentionally stand in front of me.

He did that three times. I spoke to him casually because I had a lot of problems at that time.

I already told you everything that happened with him.

He mistreated me each time. I politely said I’m sorry but I don’t think this is working.

After that I went to his apartment to talk and tell him that I have too many things going on at the moment hence I can’t speak.

But he didn’t open the door.

He apologized recently, I said it’s okay. I smile at him sometimes when I see him.

We weren’t really friends.

There was another person, Rahuul Rishav. I already told you what he did.

Now I’m not really keen on making friends because I have too much going on in my life and my health isn’t good.