Each person has caused really intense severe trauma that I took a really long time to come out of and heal.
There are so many other things that has happened which I haven’t spoken about here. I went through immense abuse.
Going back and seeing them again is going to cause that intense trauma to come back. I have already said this multiple times.
I’m doing what is best for me, my body and mind.
Also, I don’t like them and I can’t force myself. I can’t fake it.
I just have love for them as a human being from a distance.
I’m just doing what’s best for me and my mind.
This can go on till the end of time but my decision holds.
I’ve already said everything.