Note.

All this started because of what happened at the restaurant, I have already cleared and spoken about it multiple times.

People were expecting me to be friends with people I stopped speaking with.

I clearly explained why I can’t.

I clearly explained that my retaliations are 20-50% of what the other person did and I have never hurt anyone intentionally in my life.

I don’t start anything.

I clearly explained everything that happened with parents and doctor.

I have clearly spoken about all the immense manipulations and untangled it.

I don’t know why the world is supporting them even after I spoke the truth about what happened.

I’m not going to obsess over it though because I know my truth and what I went through. As I have said multiple times before.

I have also proved myself time and time again and cleared all the misunderstandings and proved my sanity and innocence.

I have taken accountability and accepted all my mistakes unabashedly.

People attacking me doesn’t hurt me much because I have been constantly working on myself in therapy and because of my inner strength.

I’m a very secure and confident person.

I know who I am.

My values are always in place and my consciousness is clear.

I always rise above the drama because I always think from a place of love which people often fail to do.

I was crazy before, I already spoke about how that happened and what happened.

I’m in a good place since last few months mentally and health wise.

Hence I want to live.

Because I have never had this before.

I’m not interested in direct credit and recognition because I’m not capable of handling this much success. I’m a very anxious person.

I didn’t ask for this, this happened without my knowledge and consent.

I’m just making the best of the situation at hand.

I don’t want the money as well because as I said, I don’t really care much about money. I don’t need it more than required.

After I realised that my content is good and it’s making an impact, I thought about it and decided to make a list of things I want.

Which I have mentioned in my previous blog.

That’s all I want because I feel more than that is unnecessary for me because I don’t really have any big dreams.

I have learnt to take control of things because of therapy and educating myself.

I have become accustomed to this life because I’ve done the work. Also, my strengths.

I’m in love with Ginny and if she is sure about me, I want to be with her.

Her love saved my life, so I will always be grateful and she will always be special to me.

If she isn’t sure about me, I’m not sure if I will ever move on and find love again because no one knows the future.

Also, falling in love isn’t in our control.

I have a zest for life right now because as I mentioned I have never had this before.

My life has only been pain in the past.

Hence now I find joy and happiness in everything and the simplest of things because now I have peace and I feel elevated spiritually.

I have knowledge through experiences, which I have shared and it seems like it is helpful to people.

I’m successful because of my words, work and talent.

I don’t know why it is being doubted, inspite of that I have given an explanation for everything.

I don’t know what more do people want from me, because I have spoken about everything and bared my soul in front of the world.

I don’t think there’s anything left to say.

I don’t think there should be any reason for this to prolong any further.