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I’m unable to handle whatever is happening anymore.

The 1000 blogs I have written over these years was trashed in a second.

I don’t really know what exactly went wrong but I’ve said everything and cleared everything and kept fighting.

Everything I did so far and we went through together is ignored over a silly choice of word.

It doesn’t really make sense. But I guess life doesn’t always make sense.

It is affecting me way too much.

I know I’m strong but even strong people have a limit to what they can take.

I have constant headaches since a month, I’ve lost a lot of weight and become really weak.

My throat is fucked and now I’m down with fever.

I don’t really know what to say or do anymore when everything is already said and done.

If there was something that I could do I would have done it. But right now whatever is going on isn’t in my control.

So I guess I just have to wait for the wildfire to cool down.

My life is valuable and precious to me. I have my dreams and things I want to do in life.

I don’t want to let it all go over some misunderstanding.

So I’m just going to move on from this topic because as far as I’m concerned I’ve my part and I’ve done the best I could.

I rest my case.

So I’m just going to pretend that it is over and go about life normally and ignore the fire that’s raging behind me.