Note.

If you are seeing pictures of us.

People don’t know the BTS trauma.

I was innocent, naive and didn’t know better and thought that was friendship and stayed in it for a long time.

I loved unconditionally back then.

It’s after I grew up and gained an understanding, after therapy and educating myself that I realised that that was not friendship that was abuse.

After I was raped, I didn’t know I was raped for a very long time. I just kept crying.

Till I read about it online after a year. It’s after that that I blocked that person and tried speaking about it to people.

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I didn’t know a lot of things before and I didn’t know to speak as well.

Now I know how to speak and I have an understanding of things.

I might be slow but I’m no longer stupid.

Hence I’m fighting and I will keep fighting even if the world is refusing to accept the truth because I fucking haven’t done anything wrong.

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