rachana rajan <3

It’s not easy to come out of something like what happened to me.

But I still am continuing to do that by myself.

I’m under a lot of stress even now because it was extremely traumatic.

People even wanted me dead, attacked me through books and my throat got fucked.

I haven’t picked up a book after what happened.

I’m still hurting a lot in my mind and I have been constantly trying to feel better and heal myself.

….

Under these circumstances when someone comes up to me when I’m alone and trying to feel better.

And even after knowing fully well that gaslighting is harassment and how much it affects me because I have been continuously talking about it in my blogs.

When someone is fully aware all these things and still does it intentionally in a very brutal and ruthless way.

I’m not at fault.

Also, I was polite to her inspite of that.

I came home and broke in the confines of my house.

I saw her again when I came down but didn’t say anything to her because I’m not that person.

Whatever happened to me was wrong.

I didn’t do anything.

I was suicidal the entire night.