rachana rajan <3

Even I used to consider everyone I spoke to as my “friend” before.

I trusted blindly and I was betrayed left right and centre.

There has been so many casual friendships and people in my life after that.

People kept coming and going.

Hence I stopped using the word “friend” loosely.

I don’t give away that label to everyone I meet and casually speak to.

I started calling someone my friend only when there was something of substance, a connection, genuine love and care, efforts, respect etc.

I consider everyone in my community as my friend, but I can be a friend only from a distance.

People should understand this fact, that I have my limitations and I need my space and I expect my boundaries to be respected because I’m not like other famous people.

That person at 46 calling me her friend makes sense.

I understand where she is coming from but there hasn’t been anything good between us for me to hold on to that relationship.

I was continuously and consistently mistreated and a lot of serious and alarming things happened to me.

There has been only hurt in that relationship hence I’m not going back.

Which anyone in this world would do and people are being hypocritical by expecting me to do something they cannot themselves.

Continuously hurting me and forcing my life decisions even after being transparent about it is wrong.

Because everyone already know I’m speaking the truth and I’m innocent.

I’ve been encouraging that person to come forward and clear the misunderstanding if any.

She hasn’t.

You can clearly see the truth by this lack of effort.