rachana rajan <3

I was in a lot of trauma because of the sexual assault and I did call her to clear things as well, immediately after it happened, but she continuously harrassed me.

I did do my bit before letting it go.

Now I don’t even have her number.

If she wants to clear things she has to reach out.

Even Dhruv.

Because I don’t have anyone’s contacts.

I deleted everything long ago as I mentioned.

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I don’t know what is expected from me and why people are hurting me this way.

As far as I know I’ve spoken about everything multiple times.

There’s honestly nothing left to say.

People I stopped speaking with are in a different universe.

I’m not God to know what they are thinking or what is their side of the story.

Some things that I see online is not true as well.

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I’m not toxic positive. I just don’t tell my problems to everyone I meet.

I open up only when I feel safe and comfortable.

I keep things light on YouTube because I think everyone are like that too.

I do watch a lot of videos and everyone seem to do the same.

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Also, I’m at peace now because I worked hard for it and it didn’t happen overnight.

I went through hardships my entire life to get here.

If anyone wants peace they should probably work on it as well.

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