Things are more than a little difficult right now and beyond what a normal person can handle.
With whatever my father still does, Ginny has blocked me everywhere, I’m being gaslighted even now, I cannot read because I’m being attacked through books, my health isn’t completely good and so on.
On top of all this, people are doing all these things and are making me repeat the same things again and again and again.
I don’t know what is expected from me to be honest.
I even accepted defeat and allowed room for misunderstandings and encouraged people to reach out to clear things even though I don’t really like them very much.
It’s quite normal not to like them after what they did but I’m not sure why people are being so hypocritical.
I have persevered and held on inspite of all this because I feel Ginny is going to come back.
That is the only glimmer of hope like a single tiny firefly in a secluded dark cave.
Please leave me alone and stop with this.
There’s nothing left to say or do from my end.
When everything is already said and done.
rachana rajan <3 