I don’t know why people hurt me when I speak the truth about something that someone did.
I do understand that I’m putting it in a public platform in front of the world.
But am I supposed to keep quiet about what happened when I’m being misunderstood and my reputation is at stake?
The only reason I spoke about them is because people were misunderstanding me and I wanted to justify my retaliations.
That’s it.
I had no intentions of digging the past because I had come out of the trauma and worked on myself and let it go.
People made me speak about them, so I did.
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I do understand things.
I do get what could be a misunderstanding and I do have a knowledge on what isn’t as well.
If people are saying there is a misunderstanding, I didn’t deny it and I did accept it.
I do see things and acknowledge it as well.
But the truth is still the same that there has been nothing good between us at all, even if I overlook the misunderstandings.
I do not miss them or even like them.
I did forgive most of them and care about them and love them as a human being from a distance.
If they care about me and want to clarify things, I am encouraging them to do so as well.
I don’t know what more do people want from me?
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Also, they are speaking false things about me which is very clear from whatever I’ve noticed and observed.
It’s convenient for them given my past misunderstandings and because I’m different to shift blame and avoid accountability.
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Anyway, I don’t care anymore because I’ve been saying the same thing since a long time.
Now I’m like whatever.
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