Note.

I do see things online and I do understand it as well, but it’s far away from the truth.

People are just twisting the truth to shift blame and avoid accountability.

I’ve already spoken about and addressed every single thing.

I have accepted all my mistakes unabashedly as well and addressed why and what.

Most of the time in the past I was just holding on to my last thread to stay alive because I was suicidal.

I had to endure all forms of assaults and torture.

Hence I was the way I was. I’m not denying that I was strange.

It’s time for people to accept their fuck ups instead of pointing out my flaws in a way that is far away from reality.

Draco, Lucius, Bellatrix might look “stylish” as people are putting it. But I know what lies behind that facade.

I’ve spoken about it as well.

What you see and what is shown to the world can sometimes be very deceptive.

….

It’s after I cut them off and took up therapy that I started improving drastically and I started working on myself.

I build a life and I found someone good.

I became confident and I was slowly becoming normal too.

I was at my prime two years ago.

But shit happened.

I got up and worked on myself again and started writing here to prove my innocence and sanity.

I build my life again from scratch.

Now I’m here and I’m finally normal.

The truth is out in the open as well.

Things worked out in my favor as well because I’m good at my work and kept speaking my truth.

I’m not stupid anymore because I grew up in this time and all my questions have been answered.

Ginny choosing me is more of a wishful thinking that came true.

I don’t expect anything because I’m fully aware of myself, my flaws and shortcomings.

But the world gave me hope and now I’m just idk.

It’s hard now to think of a reality apart from this because of that hope. I never expect and the world put things in my head.

I don’t know.

I don’t know why this is prolonging further and further and becoming so twisted.