I am where I am because of Ginny.
I was able to reach here because of her and I was able to do what I did because of her.
I am a better person because of her.
There is nothing she can do that will make me dislike her.
Because I’m alive today because of her.
She will always be special to me even if she chooses me or not. That’s irrelevant.
I know for sure we were supposed to meet when we met because God sent her at the exact time.
I don’t even want to imagine what would have happened to me if I hadn’t met her.
I know she loves me because I saw it in her eyes when we last met and I feel it when I text her.
Somehow that’s enough for me because I don’t expect anything from anyone.
But now I have all this hope because of the world and it has become so hard to think of a reality that is different from this.