Everyone who speaks to me knows I’m good, harmless and innocent.
It’s when I don’t comply with what they want and things don’t go their way, that they turn tables and try to make me look bad by highlighting my difference.
It conveniently works out for them because I’m different and because of my past misunderstandings.
Also, some people don’t like it when I shine, so they try to dim my light.
Also, because I’m in the public eye a lot of shit keeps happening to me and I’ve faced a lot in life.
Even I used to call everyone I spoke to “my bestfriend” in my 20s and I was betrayed badly.
Hence now I’m mindful about who has access to me and who don’t.
Because now I’m 33 and I have a lot of experience and I’ve seen things.
So now I value efforts, genuine love, care and connections.
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