rachana rajan <3

The people who did me wrong abused me to a point that I was going to die and I went through enourmous suffering because of their behaviour.

So I retaliated when I was in that much pain because of them.

I was constantly suicidal.

I suffered for a really long time, even after I cut them off and it took me a really long time to pull myself out of the dark place and heal.

They know what they did. I know what they did.

You should question them before taunting me.

You should question them on why they didn’t block me if whatever I was saying was hurtful.

You should ask them why they blocked me only after I started ripping off their masks.

I clearly texted one day that I am suffering because of you, please block me because I’m unable to handle the pain and I will keep abusing you. I’m not that person, so please block me.

But they didn’t.

You should question their integrity instead of taunting me.

From a third person’s POV everyone are good.

I do know they have said a lot of lie because I do see things that’s not true.

Also, I know I’m different but me being different has nothing to do with what happened or what they did.

….

One of my friend at the time, Nikita, told me she texts people who did her wrong “I hate you, I hope you die.”

So I started doing the same.

…

Anyway, After I came out of the dark place that they put me in, I let it go.

Now I have forgiven them.

I haven’t texted anyone in a year I guess. Nor do I have their contacts.