Note.

I don’t miss anyone when I see friendship online because I’ve never been lucky to have that till now.

There has been no good memories with people who were there in my life.

There has been only hurt and trauma.

Because of the situation that I’m in a lot of shit keeps happening in my life.

So I haven’t been lucky in that aspect.

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I don’t feel jealousy as well when I see people who have good friends.

I’m happy for them.

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I don’t know what is expected from me but yeah I’m neutral about the whole thing.

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I’m happy and content with my life.

Maybe in the future if I feel the need for friends and I’m ready, I will probably do that then.