Note.

I think it’s also because of my childhood.

Since I was in my own world and speaking only to God.

Everyone else ceased to exist.

I did get turned on when I watched something on TV or when I thought about something and stuff.

But I wasn’t really interested or attracted to anyone around me. I was kinda void of that emotion.

I never found anyone attractive. Even now I don’t.

I had a lot of platonic love(Non sexual).

Voldemort took God’s place in my life since she was my first friend after God.

So I did consider her as an angel that God sent.

I don’t know. I was kinda stupid that way because I didn’t know about the world or anything before.

I didn’t know the social norms or anything.

I didn’t know Voldemort was hurting me because she wanted me to stop speaking to her.

After whatever happened, I was broken.

I struggled so much for a very long time.

Even now, I don’t really understand the intentions clearly.

But I have a lot of knowledge through experiences and by educating myself.

So I’m good at navigating through life.

I’ve learnt things which I have shared with you.

I’m good at certain things as well.

I don’t know what is expected from me or why people are doing all these things.

I don’t really understand the intention behind things.