Note.

I don’t know to play chess. I have never played chess in my life.

Please ask my parents and sister.

I don’t know anything about chess.

I only know the word “checkmate”. That’s it.

I don’t know anything about poker and playing my ace. I heard it in new Romantics by Taylor Swift, so I copied it.

I’m not interested in sports or games or anything of those sorts.

I don’t play games on my phone as well.

People need to stop.

I didn’t know what is “manipulate” “gaslighting” and those words existed till 2022.

It’s only after I understood the meaning of those words that I started understanding things.

I didn’t know a lot of things until recently few years ago.

I started reading all these books and my therapists told me everything.

It’s only after my therapists told me everything that I understood things.

Then I saw all these songs and movies.

I didn’t know anything much before, people were placing words to my feelings and placing meaning to my actions.

I did everything without understanding what I was doing and even while writing here I didn’t have any other intentions.

My only intention was to prove I’m normal and clear the misunderstandings.

Just because things worked out my way and I’m successful now, doesn’t mean every single thing I do should be doubted this way.

Also, when I’ve already cleared everything and accepted all my mistakes and spoken about everything.

I used to play and joke when I was young and retarded.

Now I’ve grown up and I do not play.

I’ve said everything.

I don’t know what people want from me anymore.