Note.

I find something good about everyone I speak to and compliment everyone.

Everyone who has spoken to me in the past has done the same to me too.

I’m just sweet that’s it.

I’ve seen and spoken to a lot of people in my life. I have had a lot of experiences.

I know for a fact that most of the people are like this.

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If someone is deprived of love, every act of kindness and empathy can be misunderstood as “interest”.

I’m not at fault for this.

And I’m not at fault for the preconceived notions fed into people’s minds about me too.

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Also, I didn’t compliment the waitress’s looks.

I just complimented her uniform because she was constantly cribbing about it and I said that to make her feel better.

And I asked general questions. I simply do that with everyone. That’s just my way of conversing.

She complimented my looks though and called me really hot.

I’m not holding it against her though because I have had female and male friends in the past who has said that and more.

I’m kinda open minded. I don’t doubt people that way.

I spoke about what happened with her because people made me to talk about it and I was put in a spot.

I usually just let things go and move on when it doesn’t work.

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I’m not sure why I have to break down each and every conversation like this.

But I still am doing it, because I have accepted that my life is shit.

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Also, I know how to take a compliment.

Maybe I didn’t know that 6 years ago, but I know now. Because I’ve grown.

Also, too much love and attention doesn’t kill me now like it used to 6 years ago.

I’m confident and secure now.

Maybe I’m not confident to address a crowd or speak in a meeting but I am otherwise.

I have my insecurities when I’m in love but I’m secure otherwise.

I’m sure two emotions can exist in a person depending on situation to situation.

Anyway, I’m saying this because I saw things online and people are sticking onto something I said long long ago.

I keep growing and evolving. Please keep up with my growth.

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I don’t know what is happening and why this is prolonging.

I’ve already said and done everything I can do from my end.

Whatever I could do has already been done.

Whatever proof I could think of has already been put forward.

There’s nothing left for me to do.

I’m not manipulating or anything as well.

I’m literally fed up of this.