rachana rajan <3

The waitress lied that we were friends and that lie worked out for her so she stuck to it.

We never had that kinda conversation or rapport or anything for that matter.

I have clearly showed that to the world as well.

Her lack of effort and lack of ability to show the love and care that she so loudly proclaimed and lack of ability to clarify every time I reached out.

Says it all.

She lied about me being interested in her and staring etc. I’m assuming it’s her based on what I’ve understood.

I had already cleared all that long ago. People should have known she is lying but they didn’t.

A lot of shit happened to me.

Even after that I held on and proved myself.

I do not know why people are refusing to see the truth and supporting these people who traumatized me.

Not just her but others as well.

If whatever happened to me would have happened to someone else, a lot of people would be in trouble.

But because it’s me, people are feeling for the abusers and even supporting them.

Even after everything that we went through together these last two years.

I’m assuming this has been going on since two years because I saw it online.

I might be slow but not stupid.

I do know for a fact that everyone knows I’m innocent.

But I do not know why I’m being hurt even after knowing it.

People should be empathizing with me.

But I’m continuing to go through shit.

I get hurt too. Just because I’m strong doesn’t mean I don’t.