Note.

Yesterday morning mother tried her best to make me angry. But it didn’t work.

She even said things like I keep opening the door and coming out to shout at her the entire day.

Which was true when I was crazy because of the torture and not in recent times.

I do not know the intentions behind it. But I do know there’s more to this.

Hence I’m writing here.

Sometimes things I eat doesn’t taste right. It would be extremely spicy and mother lies there is no spice.

Just now the water didn’t taste right.

Few days ago, the avacado wasn’t right and I suffered.

I do not how far things are intentionally done and when it’s not.

I don’t trust mother completely given the past and also she never really changes and relapses time and time again.

Father too.

But I just ignore all that and maintain peace and love.

Avoid the conflict because I cannot handle her extreme reactions.

I’m letting it go even now.