If people are considering Draco Malfoy to be Ron.
They are wrong because Draco is Draco.
I already said a lot things about him. (Please refer previous blogs)
I met him in my engineering college and I was bullied by him and Reshma the entire time.
They weren’t good to me the entire two years.
Draco had this habit of texting me continuously during exams and not letting me study.
This was only during exams, the other days I didn’t get a single text and I was bullied.
She would text other girls too. But they would not respond.
Since I was always available, she would use me and text me the entire time and not let me study.
(I was bullied because of the preconceived notions, it’s making sense now.)
They both would constantly taunt me for having lies in my hair.
Even though Nancy and other girls (I don’t remember their names) from our group also had it in their hair.
But since I was different I was the target of the of the constant bullying.
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After college ended, I met Draco few times.
When I would call her, she would disconnect my call and call me after few days and shout, “you called”.
After I whatever happened with Bellatrix, I would call Draco and the same thing happened.
She wasn’t entirely there. It was more half assed mediocracy.
After whatever happened with Lockhart.
Draco suddenly called me to meet and changed (Now I understand why because I think I became popular then?)
Draco’s boyfriend was ignoring her and she had no one to talk to and meet.
So she constantly texted me during that time and we met constantly.
She was extremely interested in Lockhart and whatever happened.
And I told her.
Since she was constantly there, I thought that was friendship and love.
But honestly she just needed someone because her boyfriend was ignoring.
But she wasn’t really good. She was interested in my friends and the tea more than she was interested in me.
She had uncontrollable anger issues always and a lot of bullshit ego.
When the world got involved, she would pretend to be angry and avoid me.
But after they move on she talks to me again.
After I got a job in Ministry.
I already told you most of what happened.
After she became close to Santosh and started the friends with benefits thing and he started texting her regularly, she completely stopped texting me and meeting me regularly.
Since she found a man, she didn’t need me anymore.
She would meet me for breakfast everyday at Ministry because her other friends would have already had their breakfast before she comes to office and she didn’t want to eat alone.
She was just using me to fill her alone times.
She loves being on the phone constantly whenever she is doing something.
So she would call me whenever she was doing something like walking or something else.
She would call me because I was always available and she wanted someone to be on phone with her.
If I disconnect her call, she would call again and again and shout as well.
She always expects me to be available.
When I call her to talk about something, she would shout and become abusive or disconnect.
She wasn’t available whenever I needed her.
We would speak only when she needed me to fill her gaps.
I’ve seen her speak to her other friends when they call her.
But to me, it was depending on her availability.
I’ve said everything else she did as well.
After a while I started confronting her because I was done being a doormat and being used.
So during covid, I shouted at her about the Instagram picture.
But it was the anger that was built up for how I was treated the entire 10 years and it all came out all at once over the picture.
The last thing she told me was she removed Lucius from her Instagram because I asked her to, even though she knew about the betrayal.
I told her I hate her and blocked her.
That was it.
I abused her few times when I was suffering.
She was honestly more interested in my friends than me.
I’ve said everything else she did as well already.
There was honestly no friendship that people think there is.
This was all there was.
Sometimes she was there, yes. But honestly that doesn’t hold because the abuse and all the other things that she did overpowered it.
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rachana rajan <3 