Note.

I’m the kinda person who lets a lot of things slide, give the benifit of the doubt and see the good in people.

I continue to love.

I always ask for a clarification before letting go.

But once the damage is irreversible there is no going back from there.

I can go back when there a strong foundation to that relationship and there is something good to hold on to like good memories.

But if there is nothing of that sort, I cannot do it.

Also, if I see efforts, love and care then I can think about it.

Words don’t mean shit.

I need to see it.

If I’m letting someone go it’s because I have not seen that.

I definitely don’t respond to force, control and desperation.

That’s abusive.

When there was nothing good between us, I don’t know why I have to continue speaking about the same shit and dissect it.

I’ve already spoken this multiple times.

My truth isn’t going to change.

Also, not everyone deserves my forgiveness.

I have healed from it, put the burden down and moved past it as well.

I don’t want to go back to BS, so that it can hit me like a wave and disrupt my peace.

I definitely don’t want to go back to it when there is no efforts from that person and I don’t feel or see it with my eyes.

Also, sometimes I just don’t like some people because of the conversation we had or their behaviour.

That’s quite normal.

Not everyone is for everyone.

I do have love and care for everyone as a human being from a distance.

I don’t want to betray myself by caving into the force and pressure of the world and do something I do not want to do.

I definitely can’t fake it as well.