I have never shared music in an attempt to convey what I’m feeling towards that person.
I did that only with Ginny though because I’ve grown up these recent times and I understand these things.
I have also sent angry Taylor Swift songs to people I dislike.
Other than this there hasn’t been any indirect communication through music.
I’m always direct.
The world needs to let go of the bullshit Voldemort has fed into people’s minds.
I remember sharing Coldplay songs when I was going through shit with Voldemort a decade ago.
That’s because I liked their songs.
There wasn’t any hidden meaning behind it.
….
I think I understand where all this misunderstandings are coming from.
It was started by Voldemort, I’m sure of it.
I don’t speak something and mean something else.
I always express my likes, love, dislike and even hatred directly.
I think I get certain things now.
Like the pimple incident with Winni. She must have assumed I like her which is bullshit.
She isn’t my type.
Whenever I like someone I say it directly.
I remember when I met Dhruv one day I spoke about a tree near the MDP cafe.
I used to keep going there to sit under the tree and look at it.
I remember saying this to Dhruv.
I don’t know if he took it in a way that I’m indirectly addressing him.
I wasn’t though. I don’t really find him attractive or even his mind.
He is shit but I forgave him because I badly wanted a friend back then. All I was doing was dating.
All these people were just random in my life. I wasn’t interested in them in any way.
They hold no significance or value because we never connected that way.
Honestly they were just shit.
I’m so angry right now. I feel like punching certain people.
Voldemort fucking ruined my life by creating these preconceived notions.
I hate her to a point of pushing her off the cliff.
But I won’t.
Because I know God will take care of it.
For the record you can check my old Instagram pictures, I’ve always had a crazy obsession with trees.