rachana rajan <3

I’m not holding any grudges.

I spoke about what happened and what people did because the world made me speak about it.

I sat on the road and dissected each and every thing about the accident even if I wasn’t keen on it.

I no longer wish to sit on the shit and crib.

I’ve moved on from it now because I’m not interested in talking about it anymore, I’ve reached my saturation point.

I dislike certain people for what they did and what I had to endure because of them, which is quite normal because of the intensity of what happened to me.

But I no longer hold on to it, I have let it go.

I have zero good memories with people I have stopped speaking with, hence I don’t miss them or reminance.

I’m not obsessed on if I want to forgive or not, which as I said is subjective.

Moving on and finding peace without forgiving is also a thing, in case you didn’t know.

If people care so much they can reach out, which I’ve said multiple times.

I don’t miss or care. No one will miss abuse.

It’s never going to happen no matter what the world does.

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I know I’m different but that doesn’t mean I will choose anyone who comes my way while choosing a life partner.

I have standards and things I look for.

I’m okay without marriage. So yeah, I’m not going to lower my standards.

Also, it’s really important that I have to love him and think yessss I want to marry that person.

I have to see a future with him. It’s happened only with Will and Ginny so far.

If the person I love is okay with me and we are on the same page, then yes I will marry.

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