Note.

I have faced so much serious bullshit in life.

All this silly problems are just gibber gabber.

I see no point on sitting on the ground to break it down to such minute details.

But yeah, I still did that because people were misunderstanding me.

…..

I do understand the position I’m at now.

I didn’t fully understand the enormity of it before.

I know now what I should give my attention to and what are the things that doesn’t require my attention.

I have learnt to choose my battles because things I say and do sometimes gets blown out of proportion.

I have learnt to work my way around things and keep out of unwanted trouble and mishaps.

I learnt all this by making mistakes and blunders.

With the position that I’m in, the consequences of the mistakes are severe.

It’s like a wildlife spreading all around the world and no matter how much I try to put it out, my words have no effect whatsoever.

I have to wait till it cools down and say it again and then people tend to listen better.

In the heat of the moment, it’s all chaos all around and I go mad.

So yeah.

I learnt a lot by being consistent as well.

It opened up new dimensions for my ideas. I improve and grow each and every time I put myself out there.

I tend to become confident by the day.

The secret is to not give up.

I always knew I had it in me and now the world knows it too.

Now you know the real me and it feels so good. After hiding and shying away all my life, I feel free.

This is the real me, it’s so nice to meet you.