My experience with them since day one till the very end wasn’t good. There has been nothing but abuse, disrespect and other ugly things.
It was extremely unhealthy throughout.
Also, I do hear and acknowledge their insecurities and I refuse to partake in it.
If they are insecure they need to work on it themselves, they have no right whatsoever to ruin my life and harm me by projecting it onto me.
Also, instead of chasing a connection with me just because I’m shiny when there was absolutely nothing good between us. When there has only been traumatic toxic overwhelming ugly stuff.
They should focus on the people around them whom they do have a connection and bond with and nurture that.
They are valuable and important and precious and they should focus on the people whom they connect with.
I saw a pattern before letting go and I have thought this through.
If there was something good between us, I would not mind rekindling it.
But there was absolutely nothing between us that was good and I went through some serious shit.
I have already spoken about the characters they played in my story and that’s who they were to me.
The world is just giving them false labels.
rachana rajan <3 