rachana rajan <3

This is in response to what I read online.

……

Every single thought I’ve had since I started speaking about my story is here and on YouTube.

My problems were with my therapist, which I’m assuming wasn’t private.

This is how I speak and think, if it’s smooth to you.

I can’t change the way you think or control what you say.

If someone had spoken to me like a normal person since all this shit started and made me speak with some empathy, I would have explained the truth in whatever english I knew back then.

But no one did that.

Inspite of which, I did try to say what happened in bits and pieces of my ability to speak and understand at that time but again, no one listened and I was silenced.

Now I have the biggest strength, I know how to speak and I have an understanding that I gained over the course of two years about what happened.

My mind works beautifully now by God’s grace and all my questions have been answered.

I had a lot of help and support.

Hence I’m able to function at my optimum capacity.

I have said everything that happened now and have broken it down.

I do understand the doubts regarding my integrity because when someone has had a bad reputation all their life based on someone else’s faulty perception and it was carried on throughout my life.

Yes, it would raise doubts when the truth is finally out and that I was innocent all along.

I do understand things because I do think from all possible perspectives and see things from a bigger picture and things like that.

All I have to say is, I have done everything I can do from my end and I don’t think there is anything left.

If I have left out something, I will speak about it as and when it crosses my mind.

I have a feeling that this is going to be a never ending cycle.

And I should just accept this new normal.

Because after a point I’m just repeating the same things and it’s just shit.

So yeah.