Also, I don’t hate anyone anymore.
It’s just a bit difficult to forgive certain people because of the feeling within me.
When something intense happens, I need some time to recover.
Please don’t force me.
After something catastrophic as what happened to me, the bad overpowers the good and the good kinda gets clouded and tinted.
People need to give it some time.
I need time, this is how I function.
I’m not a fucking on and off switch to do things according to someone’s whims because they feel it’s necessary to be done.
I’m a human being, I do not wish to be controlled.
I will let go and forgive at my own pace.
I have spoken about what people should do when they do not receive the forgiveness that they want.
If it helps you it helps you.
You need to learn to be patient and let things flow and happen organically in it’s time.