Note.

I didn’t know to hate before, I loved everyone unconditionally.

I think that’s because I didn’t have an understanding about this world.

No matter how many times people hurt me or did me wrong. I stayed and continued loving everyone.

I called everyone my friend and continued loving them.

I got betrayed badly so many times.

But after I grew up and started understanding things.

I no longer love everyone unconditionally.

I think I should be that way only to my partner.

I do have a lot of love in me though so whenever someone talks to me, I love them, help and keep the conversation going.

That’s just how I am. I’m not pretending to love or anything of that sort.

But when they do me shit and I understand that that’s shit, I stop and I give the shit back.

Mostly I don’t understand it’s shit until some time has passed, because I’m slow and I do not understand social settings and norms.

I take time.

After that I don’t love them. It depends on a lot of things.

Even if I call someone my friend once I realise and understand what happened, I stop. After I reflect on it, I realise that wasn’t friendship.

So I say, we weren’t friends.

Also, from quite sometime now I have stopped giving that label to everyone who speaks to me.

I always speak the truth.

I not afraid to say it as it is.

I always speak to people like how I speak on my YouTube, that’s the real me.

Everyone always likes me and mostly gets attracted to me.

It ain’t my fault.

I don’t get attracted though. They are simply blaming me.

In my mind there’s only been Ginny since I met her.

I have spoken about everything.