Note.

From a third person’s POV, the world might feel the celebrity couple who is divorced should be together too.

But I don’t see the world forcing and controlling and hurting the other person based on one person’s side of the story.

They listen to both sides and respect them.

They don’t do this because they know that their boundaries can’t be crossed and their words and choices are respected.

But in my case people don’t even ask my side of the story and they want me dead.

And even when I say what happened, it is still not considered and my life is controlled and I’m hurt constantly and forced.

Because people don’t respect me.

They think they can do whatever the fuck they want with me because they don’t get in trouble.

I’m putting my foot down and refusing it.

I’m drawing a boundary.

This is not acceptable under any circumstances.

I’d rather die fighting for it than conform.

Because personal life decisions are mine and mine only.

Every hurtful mean word I’ve said is a retaliation for the pain and suffering.

Hurting me for my retaliations should stop too.

This is not acceptable.