rachana rajan <3

I do see Winni’s POV and understand where she is coming from and what went down.

But I feel after the whole episode of what happened, the friendship is not going to work.

After all the drama and trauma.

I’d rather take a step back and move on like a grown adult.

Also, after everything that happened to me, not liking someone is quite normal.

I tried doing that silently without complicating it and then there was this huge drama followed by build up and showdown over nothing really.

I got hurt badly when I was just trying to mind my own business the entire time.

Anyway, I like to keep my close circle easy like breathing.

People in my life should be easy to speak to, they should be able to understand me and I like to keep things non problematic and safe.

I cannot help with anyone’s insecurities.

I’m not saying this because she is a waitress. The same thing applies to Deepak GS, Mr Naidu, Shruti and so many other temporary people.

Billions of people in this world man, everyone is not for everyone.

You can’t like everyone in this world, it’s not possible.

I do have love and care for everyone as a human being and part of society and community from a distance.

But when it’s on a personal front things are different.

People are usually temporary unless there is a connection.

If there’s no connection, please learn to keep things casual.

When things don’t work, please learn to take a step back and part ways like grown adults without drama and cheap manipulations.

Also, what’s with all the controlling, forcing and desperation?

If there was a rapport or connection and if it is an ex boyfriend, yes understandable to a certain extent.

Otherwise it’s fucked up.

Fuck this shit.

And please stop fucking with me.

Stop chasing a connection with me because I’m shiny when there was barely anything good between us and focus on the people who are there, your family and partner.