I cannot spend my lifetime translating my soul to someone who doesn’t understand me on this basic things and causes this much turbulence and trauma.
I’m an extremely simple person. I like to keep my life simple and away from unnessary drama and trauma.
I look for things which I’m sure everyone in this world looks for.
I value connections. I get attached to people whom I connect with.
I like socialising and I keep things casual with everyone else.
I maintain my distance and boundary. I love and care from a distance.
I’m always respectful and kind.
I don’t open up to everyone. I like my space.
I open up only when I’m comfortable with someone and have a trusting, understanding and safe space.
I always let things slide and give benefit of the doubt.
If it doesn’t work, I never hate or dislike.
I remove myself from the situation silently and let go.
I never do, speak or start shit.
But when someone throws shit at me, inspite of all this, I’m not going to keep quiet about it.
I throw that shit back at them.
It’s not my nature to remain helpless or have a victim’s mentality.
I’m not interested in being Jesus or President or any shit like that.
Force, control and desperation is repulsive.
The more you do it, the more you drive me away and I say NO.
You need to let things happen in it’s due course organically and go with the flow with me.